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Welcome to my dark heaven where living nights

without lights if you have any sensitive emotion keep out .

Thanks for who want to see my blog and share with me my feeling.

In this blog i'll post the best of my photos,favorite bands with their best songs,

my favorite photo of rock world...any way hope that you will enjoy the visit in my CrAzY bLoG...

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♫If You Ever Felt Alone

♫If You Ever Felt Rejected

♫If You Ever Felt Confused

♫If You Ever Felt Lost

♫If You Ever Felt Anxious

♫If You Ever Felt Wrong

♫If You Ever Felt Wronged

♫If You Ever Felt Unclean

♫If You Ever Felt Angry

♫If You Ever Felt Ashamed

♫If You Ever Felt Curious

♫If You Ever Felt Used...

★Be Prepared To Feel relax and listen to the MuSiC

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A true friend is someone who :

* doesn't always understand you, but accepts and likes you as you are, even as you grow and change

* allows you the space to change, grow, make decisions, and even make mistakes

* listens to you and share with you, both the good times and the bad times

* respects your need for confidentiality so you can tell them anything*says i love you one time and make you believe it for the rest..

* lets you freely express your feelings and emotions without judging, teasing, or criticizing

*accepts your way of thinking and share with you what you feel* make you feel good when your are down

*can see everything through your eyes, and understand you when you say 'nothing'

* is the one want to be with, and talk with

* doesn't ever take advantage of you

For me the lucky one who has one true friend and feels that he's his other part in this life

but a true freind is hard to find nowadays...

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I didn't ask you to love me

I didn't ask you to like me

I didn't ask you to care for me

all what i need is to accept me as i am and not

as you want me to be cause every one have it's

way of thinking...

any way i don't give a sh** for other's

opinions...

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Be alone, but be proud.

Be alone, but be strong.

Be alone, but be self-sufficient.

Be alone, but be discoverer yourself.

Be alone, but be free.

Be alone,but be yourself.

Be alone, but be happy..
Be alone and not addicted to somebody cause he is for sure using you so have a little intention and be for your self .
My best time is when i am on my own,Is that strange ??

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I am waiting for tomorrow when i wake up

without any problem in my mind,

without any pain in my soul,

without any hate in my heart,

without any crazy in my thought.

I am waiting for tomorrow when i wake up

when every breath is worth to be breathed,

when every feeling is worth to be felt,

when every minute is worth to be lived,

when every body is worth to be talking

I am waiting for tomorrow that will never come

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There is no photo for me to represent to show my love to rock music...no sign with

the hands to show that i am rocker ,no dark wears to dress to show that i am rocker

no piercing i have to recognize me as a rocker...just me with my soul speaking rock..
I speak rOck
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The Kiss~
1. Kiss on the hand = I adore you
2. Kiss on the cheek = I just want to be friends
3. Kiss on the neck = I want you
4. Kiss on the lips = I love you
5. Kiss on the ears = I am just playing
6. Kiss anywhere else = lets not get carried away
7. Look in your eyes = kiss me
8. Playing with your hair = I can't live without you ( OMG! THAT EXPLAINS EVERY THING! )
9. Hand on your waist = I love you to much to let you go

The Three Steps~
1. Girls If any guys gets fresh with you, slap him.
2. Guys If any girl slaps you, her intentions are still good.
3. Guys & Girls Close your eyes when kissing, it is rude to stare.

The Commandments~
1. Thou shall not squeeze too hard.
2. Thou shall not ask for a kiss, but take one.
3. Thou shall kiss at every opportunity.

Here are a few reasons why guys like girls~
1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo (ITS TRUE!!!)
2. The way they call you after you just had a big fight.
3. The way she says 'lets not fight anymore' even though you know that an hour later....
4. The way they kiss when you do something nice for them
5. The way they kiss you when you say 'I love you'
6. Actually ... just the way they kiss you...
7. The way they fall into your arms when they cry
8. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly
9. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt ( ITS TRUE! )
10. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt. (even though they don't admit it)!
11. The way they say 'I miss you'
12. The way you miss them
13. The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore.....

~This chain started in 1997. It is a love chain letter. In an hour you are supposed to send it to 25 people. It is easy, just look into chat rooms and find them. Anyway, send it to 25 people in 1 hour. Nowhere comes the fun part. You then say the name of the person you like or love and then the person will say 'I love you,' or 'Will you go out with me?' NO JOKE!!!!! NOW THE CONSEQUENCES If you break the chain letter, you will have bad luck in future relationships. If you don't break the chain, then you will be a happy camper!!! Once you read, this letter you must IMMEDIATELY (meaning within the hour) be sent to 25 people After you send it, make a wish and it will come TRUE YOU MAY NOT WAIT FOR A CERTAIN TIME TO SEND IT........ REMEMBER, IT MUST BE SENT TO 25 PEOPLE WITHIN 1 HOUR, OR YOUR WISH WILL NOT COME TRUE! PLEASE CONTINUE IT NOW!!! *WARNING* IF YOU DO NOT PASS THIS ON, SOMETHING BAD OR WORSE WILL HAPPEN TO YOU *NOTE* THE MORE PEOPLE YOU SEND THIS TO THE MORE LUCK YOU WILL HAVE IN YOUR LOVE LIFE. IF YOU BREAK THE CHAIN LETTER (IT HAS BEEN GOING SINCE 1997)YOU WILL HAVE BAD LUCK WITH YOUR LOVE LIFE COPY TIS 2 SOME PROFILE!!!~
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A BOY NAMED MAX AND A GIRL NAMED STEPHANIE ARE RIDING A MOTORCYCLE AND GOING WAY OVER THE SPEED LIMIT~

GIRL: Can you slow down I, think were speeding.
BOY: Why do you want to slow down, were having fun!
GIRL: Well it feels dangerous, slow down.
BOY: Only if you tell me you LOVE me.
GIRL: Okay I LOVE YOU, now can we slow down im getting scared.
BOY: Only if you give me a kiss.
*KISSING ON MOTORCYCLE*
GIRL: Now will you slow down?
BOY: Okay, but please put my helmet on, its bothering me that your not wearing one.
*GIRL TAKES BOYS HELMET OFF OF HIM AND PUTS IT ON*
BOY: I LOVE YOU..................................................................


~THE NEXT DAY~
NEWS CHANNEL: A male and female couple were riding a motorcycle late last night and seem to have crashed in to an 18-WHEELER. The truck driver is in intensive care, as is one of the people that were on the motorcycle. Her name has not yet been found out, but her helmet that she was wearing says: MAX.
We will have more on the story later tonight.

~EPILOUGE~
As the story turns out, Max had found out that the breaks on his motorcycle were broken and the motorcycle wouldn't stop no matter what he did. He had found this out about 5min before the girl asked him to slow down. He realized that they would die so he gave the only helmet to Stephanie and made her tell him one last time thet she loved him. When the crash happened, Stephanie lived through to find out what her boyfriend had done for her and attended the funeral. It is reported that Stephanie lived in a world of saddness for about 2 years untill she went to the auto store, bought a motorcycle, tore the break cords, and went for a joy ride....................................................
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Rock!!!

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more peoms!!!

i made more peoms!!here they are:
I dont think i love you anymore
I care about you to much to waste my time on such a fragile emotion.
Love is what supposedly controls about half the common workforce.
Love kills, makes people commit suicide, crash into trees, jump of a bridge..
Love is addicting like oxycontin , one of those over the counter drugs that you just cant stop taking..
Love is fragile, broken so easily, like even a blow from the wind could crack it in half. So no i dont love you..
I care about you..I dote you..
I would do anything for you..
But i dont love you..
and a poem i wrote dedicated to sumone i luv:
title:love...
To love is like a bliss of snow that continues to fall
False feelings of love is where the snow ends
Where the dark is around you and the cold air begins
to surround you, its quiet
Or is it your feelings within
Real love is like summer where it can be warm and clear
When it gets hot outside that's when the heat gets turned still
Fighting like red, staring madness inside and its a pain when the summer arrives
When its cool during summer you can enjoy your time
But when fall turns in that's when not holding back strives
Falling leaves from the trees branches slow down
It slowly gets colder since winter is close to coming around
Holding hands and holding each other
With warmth of love you cant wait for another
Winter comes in like it usually does
Who knows whats to come next? Maybe angels from above?
Has it been a year?
Spring is in the clear. Plants start to bloom just like love would to.
Special times and days pass every ones way. Just remember what love has.
It can be a gift from December.
Your relationship grows closer as love starts to grow.
Pleasant times will make your love glow.
Hold on to the ring that ring that's around your soul, your mind your body, your heart as you know.
It's the ring of true love that hasn't broken for years. Keep it strong then that ring will someday appear. Not just around your soul, your heart, body and, mind
but maybe your finger for the day of marriage time.
Who knows it might be even from valentine.
For my true love. You are all mine.

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this is a thing(like a play) about a boy and a girl:
BOY: I love her more than the air i breath
GIRL: well im always here for you.
BOY: I know.
GIRL:What's wrong?
BOY: I like her so much.
GIRL: Talk to her.
BOY: I don't know. She wont even like me.
GIRL: Don't say that. You're amazing.
BOY:I just want her to know how I feel.
GIRL:Then tell her.
BOY: She wont like me.
GIRL: How do you know that?
BOY: I can just tell.
GIRL: Well just tell her.
BOY: What should I say?
GIRL: Tell her how much you like her.
BOY: I tell her that daily.
GIRL: What do you mean?
BOY: I'm always with her. I love her.
GIRL: I know how you feel. I have the same problem. But he'll never like me.
BOY: Wait. Who do you like?
GIRL: Oh some boy.
BOY:Oh... she won't like me either.
GIRL: She does.
BOY: How do you know?
GIRL: Because, who wouldn't like you?
BOY: You.
GIRL: You're wrong, I love you.
BOY: I love you too.
GIRL: So are you going to talk to her?
BOY: I just did.
and this is a comment to put on ur homies profile:
IF U WUZ KILLED TOMORROW, I WULDNT GO 2 UR FUNERAL CUZ ID B N JAIL 4 KILLIN DA MOTHA F****R DAT KILLED U!

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WE TRUE HOMIES
WE RIDE TOGETHER WE DIE TOGETHER
send this GUN to everyone you care about including me if you care.
see how many times you get this, if you get at least 10 your A TRUE HOMIE
and this is a comment to send to ur bffl's:
Send one to all your friends who you think deserve a hug (which, hopefully includes the person who sent it to you)!!

You might send it to your enemies as well!
It'll really make them stop and think!!!

If you don't receive this back, nobody likes you, and they wish you'd stop bugging them!

If you receive this back 1 time, open up! Find more friends, enemies, or enemies pretending to be friends

If you receive this back 2 times, you're off to a good start! (Unless you sent it to yourself! That's cheating!)

If you receive this back 3 times, you're a good friend.

If you receive this back 4 times, you're truly loved as a friend!!

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YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED!

Spread the love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away

Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!


gotta go...bye

Gaia!!!

I go on gaiaonline.com(im doing an advertisement for free about gaia)i tell my friends on gaia to look at my blog.just so u know,my user is something like this:icrazypanda
but i wont say the exact thing cuz then ppl will stalk me.so yea....i have a dream avi,im saving up gold to buy the things i need for my dream avi.i can tell this blog will be a short one 'cuz i have nothing else to write about gaia.wait,u can also go in towns(a virtual wrold,no downloading)and meet ppl,sumtimes its hard to meet emo ppl in towns.so...okaiiiii.imma write later.

READ MY POEMS!!!!
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new poem!!

hi!
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i'm just bored here right now....
so i made this new poem, i think it's pretty.
here it is:
maybe you'll never find true love
if that is the plan of the god you love
how can you worship a fickle god
one who doesnt appreciate your love

why do you pray when i'm right
i've held you close and dried your tears
but you cant see me standing here
i've waited by your side all these years


I seriously don't know what to do right now.
my friend said this once, and i think it's cool,read it:
"Love is nothing more than a razor we use to cut up our hearts, to leave them as scarred as our wrists is something some of us have learned to live with. There are those who would try to hide these marks they are those who continue to live a lie, you know who i mean, those who act as if their lives are so perfect and try to make themselves seem so much better than others. i say to them, cut the bulls**t and wear your scars proudly."

There is also another poem i made:
Your hair is not always in place,
your room is a mess,
you don't get high grades,
yes you are imperfect, that is why I fell in love with you...
Kiss me and you will see stars;
love me and I will give them to you.
He's always worth it.
The more I give to thee,
the more I have,
for both are infinite.


and another poem:
"she told me that she loved me
she told me that she cared
she said i was the only one for whom she ever cared
but it was all a lies
something never meant to be
love is not a cure
love is the disease"

and another poem:
"man my girl is trippin
god why cant she see
the love i felt for her
was not a fantasy
but now that i am gone she's blowin up my phone
pleading and beggin for me to come home
but the love i felt is gone
replaced with this dismall scene
one in which my death is a high reality
love is a disease that feeds on the soul of mankind
destroying all there is in life"

I like dem COOKIZ!!!

Haha, cookiz.haha X3

So now I'm bored. i was just here thinking about chocolawt cookiz. I don't know how to "spell". i do know how to spell but i wanna write like this.

haha,so cute.he made the gurl a cooki and ate it. and then sez sorry.hey,if anyone likes rock music or something, you guys should go to stereokiller.com.

it's awesome. You should check out the songs by "from first to last" and "silverstein".their good.

now i wanna talk about music.

i like the band medic droid, papa roach, silverstein,from first to last, and black veil brides. i like some others bands and singers but i'm too lazy to write them all.it's an awful lot of singers and bands.

i bet it's more than a mile and a half long. just jk(joking).jk means joking and lol means laughing out loud,obviously.and lmfao means laughing my a** off.but i don't cuss . I'm christian. so now im' bored again. i don't know wat 2 do. I was making this new poem, but i messed up so it's not a poem anymore.

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okaiiii............

im bored.

COOKIZ!!!

XD

BYE

My poetry

All of a sudden when i buy these lead pencils from Office Max, i have these ideas for poems. Yesterday i made three poems. here they are:
A Broken Heart
You ruined my heart,
you had to break it.
You say you still love me,
but you really fake it.
You say you need me,
but i know it's not true.
You pleadge i'm your only one,
but i don't believe you.
You hurt me so much,
i feel dead inside.
You look so happy,
but i barely feel alive.
I just want you to know,
you broke my heart.
Before it was perfect,
and now it's falling apart.

Missing
Where are you?
I don't see you.
I'm desperate,
right now i really need you.
Why are you not there when i'm in hell?
I scream 'til my lungs pop,
I suffer and yell.
And yet you don't here me.
Am i invisible, or you just don't see me?
Do i matter to you?
I don't know.
But i do know you don't love me anymore.
I have a hard life,
filled with sorrow and strife.
And yet you left and ditched me,and now you've gone missing.
So how can there be hope,
when i've lost my love and I'm left here to mope?
So i say goodbye,
And be here alone witing for my life to die.

And last but not least,
what love is...
How can i say I love you,
when I don't know what love means.
I've never met love in this world,
no matter how easy it seems.
Love is a feeling,
I've never met.
And I'm sure it's a feeling,
I'll never forget.
I've heard love is beautiful,
that it's like magic.
But when it ends,
everything turns tragic.
People suicide,
they cry and cry.
'Cuz they don't like it whe they have to say goodbye.
Others don't have that pain,
'cuz they have liberty.
But they see their love,
dying inside for eternity.
Most people say they feel dead inside,
because that person made them feel alive.
And now they say they feel like shit,
'cuz they were a love addict.
Damn those who hurt the people they love,
'cuz i promise I'll never do that,
My Love
and that's it.
but i also saw this poem my friend made:
your tears dont fall they crash around me
like the waves upon the sand
they break against me
battering my heart and shredding my soul
when will you learn to let me go
all these tears you cry at night
all the times we used to fight
hate destroyed the love we had
now all thats left is to pack your bags
i'm sorry that we have fallen apart
i want you to know you broke my heart

Awesome right?

Lonely...but not emo

Jeremiah sais he doesn't talk to me because he barely sees me,but when he does see me he doesn't say at least hi. It makes me mad.
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now i'm just freaking lonely. All i have i now is my big bro(he's not my real big bro, at my school,some kids have "moms" and i have a "mom" i wont say her real name so lets call her meow cuz she always sais that. my "mom" is meow. and i was her first "daughter" and then came big bro,but im actually his "big sister" its just that he's so tall i call him big bro.
But yea, im just alone. i dont write much, i know that. and i really dont know why i have a blog then. But i like writing stuff. my friend saw this video online of these 7 year old girls dancing to the song "single ladies" by Beyonce. It was kinda cool. but right now I'm bored so I'mma stop writing and do something else.
so....
bye
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Broken Heart

I keep getting hurt. Jeremiah doesnt talk to me anymore. He hasnt talk to me for more than a week. People keep breaking there promises.



Everywhere i am, the people around go away. happens everytime. Then people say they like me.

It's just that im different. I even can't belive that i'm my mom's daughter. we're completely different. Everytime i dress up, she doesnt like what i put on and wants me to dress her way. She dresses me up like an old lady would dress. Even my aunt agrees. And my mom throws away everything.I don't wanna say anything more. I need to go.
L8R G8R

I have butterflies!!

Omg! I am so embarrassed!!! I saw Jeremiah at lunch today!!! So that means that only on 2,4,6 days on Wednesdays we have lunch at the same time. And a buddy of mine named Carlos embarrassed me by singing out loud that I like Jeremiah! I bet that put me back a day or two. It is so embarrassing. Then Michael asks me if I like Jeremiah. I wish that I didn’t have bad luck. And I sat with Jeremiah at lunch and said that it was kinda creepy that I don’t talk and just stare into space. But thank the lord that he thought it was funny not totally weird. On Friday, I’m gonna ask Jeremiah if he goes on gaiaonline.com. I’m going to give him the URL and tell him my username and how to add me. I’m also gonna tell him Michael’s username. I don’t like Hannah Montana but I like this verse in her song “he could be the one” and it goes like this:
And he got a way, of making me feel, like everything I do is, perfectly fine,
The stars are aligned when I’m with him,
And I’m so into him!!

Oops! Gotta go, But I’ll blog later.

Stuff...RAWR!!

So…hello, my nickname is Alex.my real name i Adolis,but yeah,you can call me alex. So, in this section of my blog, I’m going to talk about my life, like a journal. I’m going to talk about what I like, what I don’t like and etc. And occasionally, if I feel like it, I will randomly write about my problems. If anyone wants to help me with my problems, well…you can comment. This blog is the main section. You can’t know about me for real without reading this section. You can know what types of music I like, read my poems, but to really know my personality you have to read this section. And I will not answer inappropriate comments or anything like that, just so you know. I’m one of those people who are “weird in their own way”. I’m not weird weird I’m just normal but like to be random, you know what I mean. I have short (not that short) brown hair that seems reddish brown in the sunlight. I also have brown eyes that are so dark that they seem black. My skin is a light tan color. I like music (a lot!) and I wish for my very own mp3. I don’t know why a girl who likes music so much doesn’t have her own mp3. I like animals and sometimes I write my own poetry. i like this(but i didnt make it):
I’m trying not love you
I’m trying not to care
I’m not to live my life wishing you were there
I’m trying not to wonder where you are or what you do
I’m sorry I can’t help it
I fell in love with you
This poem is my favorite poem. I also like collecting pictures online, you know, like on Bing, and I add those pictures to my Photobucket. I like anime and I think Asian people are cool. I’m kinda good at drawing anime, but I’m still practicing. I like writing and being online. I kinda act emo. But for me to be completely emo, I need to cut myself, which will never happen. I like this guy that looks emo but isn’t emo. He’s fun to hang around with. He’s not exactly like my dream guy, because my dream guy is sensitive and has black emo looking hair and gray eyes. Jeremiah (let’s call him Jeremiah even though that’s not his name) has chocolate brown and black hair (his hair is not soft!) but I like him anyway. I like making bunnies:
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(_(")(") <- bunny

They are super cute. But my favorite animal is pandas.

So cute!!!
I’d like to keep writing but I got to go. I’ll continue some other time. Bye!!! XD